Solong to life itself

Imagine there is no Heaven it is easy if u try…no hell below us, above us only sky image all the People living for the day, imagine there is not country, it is hard to do, nothing to kill or die for an no religion too .imagine all the people living life in peace…….. U may say I am a dreamer but I am not the only one. I hope one day u will join us and the world will be as one .1907927_344891515694824_8553869141558523736_nWhen u have been floating towards the light, what many people call heaven and u actually just been pushed back into life, u should be happy, but i am not…..

Shameful i have to admit i am not happy and want to go back there, maybe egoistic maybe selfish if u consider the love i found with Kees my dearest love since 2005, my children who are adult but will have to live without me, to my cats and family and friends.

But this tremendous light, love, energy, i want to be there forever.

How to go on, well mostly i  just live on, doing what i have to do, but every day i get up thinking okay u have to get out of bed, u have to go outside and be a brave human, do u work, ur household and enjoy life………but i dont enjoy much of it, sure i laugh, sure i love, sure i talk with friends and colleges as if all is normal.

I cannot be present, i cannot handle life anymore, accept the moments we had during our vacation, strangely enough then it seems okay, then life is somehow more important…… is it because the only issue is our food every day, nothing to worry about, no obligations, that is selfish too, and yes i know people are great too, artists of all kind, children and the nice evens that occur, but i actually dont want to be on this earth anymore, to be human, to live and see all the sorrow, to experience all the pain and abuse to animals, to mankind and earth itself, the bad site of this world is to big for me, the good side is not big enough anymore for me to see, to focus.

So two reasons to not be here anymore, being there at the end of the rainbow, in “heaven”, in the unconditional love and tremendous light and the way most of us live their life not aware, day by day going by with all horrifying events around them, keeping up society in earning money, banks with their filthy ways  and not many people care enough, eating meat, they way this gets on their tray and i could go on for many pages to give more examples.

Of course, there are also  so many nice, sweet and worthwhile living people and events to that. But as long as we not all become more aware of the inhuman earthly life we keep on creating, i choose the end of it, of life of being alive….. sorry for that.

I am not saying animals are more true, nature deserves it that mankind would have to go or people are not worth it, but how do u do it being aware of all and still go on……………. u  may say it if u can. But i lost it, the urge to live, to wake up and start the day in innocence.2626_78282600691_7563561_n


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What path is ur choice………or is it not choosing……


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De maan en jij.

Nieuwe Maan
In deze fase weerspiegelt de Maan geen zonlicht en is zij dus onzichtbaar. In deze periode is het zeer geschikt om initiatieven te nemen door bijv. op zoek te gaan naar werk. Ook is er kans op een nieuwe liefde. Een heks gebruikt deze periode voor rituelen die een nieuw begin positief beïnvloeden. De resultaten zouden zichtbaar kunnen worden bij de eerste Volle Maan

Wassende Maan
Deze schenkt moed en nieuwe energie en is dus een uitstekende tijd voor herstel. Het is een mooie tijd om te trouwen. Een heks gebruikt deze maanstand vooral om aan magie te doen die dingen naar haar toehaalt, kortom voor een opbouwend proces.

Volle Maan
In deze periode staan de Maan en de Zon lijnrecht tegenover elkaar. Volle Maan is ee actieve face waarin veel gebeurt. Het lijkt alsof iedereen druk en bedrijvig is, en er zijn ruzies dan gewoonlijk. Men grijpt vaker naar de fles en er worden meer kinderen geboren dan normaal. Genezingsprocessen verlopen in deze periode helaas traag. Helderziende momenten zijn in deze tijd zeer sterk. Dromen zijn glashelder, met echter wel verwarrende beelden. Een heks gebruikt de Volle maan-energie voor het uitbannen van ongewenste invloeden, als beschermende magie en divinatie (voorspellen of waarzeggen, inzicht krijgen met behulp van bepaalde voorwerpen).

Afnemende Maan
Deze fase ontstaat 3-7 dagen na Volle Maan. De krachten nemen af en daarom is deze Maan bij uitstek geschikt om bepaalde zaken af te stoten of af te sluiten. Afvallen of stoppen met roken kan in deze tijd een positief resultaat hebben, het zal in elk geval een stuk gemakkelijker gaan dan in de andere fases. Een heks gebruikt deze maanfase voor het afstoten en loslaten van negatieven energieën, het ontwikkelen van psychische gaven en het divineren met bijv. een spiegel of water.

Donkere Maan
3 dagen vóór Nieuwe Maan zullen de meeste heksen geen magisch werk doen. Deze periode wordt Donkere of Zwarte Maan genoemd. Het is prettig om deze maanfase te gebruiken voor een meditatie. Dit is een tijd van verstilling, in jezelf gekeerd zijn, in retraite gaan.

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Morgana Light's photo.
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Believe religion or any inspiration it is all for u, ur flow.

It is around u and guides u.Do you believe that whatever you may be experiencing right now is designed to move you deeper into your grace and Authenticity? How so, you might ask. All the events in all our lives are integral aspect of how our own essence flows in direct proportion to what we believe about ourselves and the world around us in any given moment. So, whether it is something that excites you, brings you joy, challenges you, or gives you reason to pause, you are invited to remember that everything happens for a reason…and simply FOR you. I like to think of them as luminescent pearls of insight that light the way for us all. And when you accept these experiences for what they are and as they are, you will come to know that they are the very things that inspire what you are becoming through them. That is our journey…to remember who we are in our Soulfulness and being mindful of what comes through us to help in that endeavor. Are you open to seeing these pearls of insight in your experiences? Create for yourself an empowering day feeling the gentle and graceful flow of your own amazing journey through every experience…knowing they are guiding you into the greater Essence of who you are. Ofcourse u are guided by guardian angels, but they also where on earth to learn, like u.

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Do you believe that whatever you may be experiencing right now is designed to move you deeper into your grace and Authenticity?

Why u could ask..

All the events in all our lives are integral aspect of how our own essence flows in direct proportion to what we believe about ourselves and the world around us in any given moment.

So, whether it is something that excites you, brings you joy, challenges you, or gives you reason to pause, you are invited to remember that everything happens for a reason…and simply FOR you. I like to think of them as luminescent pearls of insight that light the way for us all.

And when you accept these experiences for what they are and as they are, you will come to know that they are the very things that inspire what you are becoming through them. That is our journey…to remember who we are in our Soulfulness and being mindful of what comes through us to help in that endeavor. Are you open to seeing these pearls of insight in your experiences?

Create for yourself an empowering day feeling the gentle and graceful flow of your own amazing journey through every experience…knowing they are guiding you into the greater Essence of who you are.10670045_333003760216601_7727585681532167470_n

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Reincarnation why?




Why do we reincarnate?Our purpose here on earth is to learn lessons and to gain knowledge and experience. This is where the concept of reincarnation comes into play. Prior to incarnate we decide what lessons we experience and learn to develop spiritually. When we choose our lessons, we also choose the experiences and circumstances that enable us to learn that particular lesson.Once our soul takes the decision to reincarnate in a human body, we create a “blueprint”. This blueprint is based on what our souls the most interested to learn, to acquire knowledge and to grow. The blueprint covers all aspects of our lives including the nature of the parents, siblings, family, youth and sex.It also includes our careers, financial status, sexual preferences, relationships, marriage partners, our children and even the length of our lives. Illness and death are included in the blueprint of our lives, even though we are able to select a select option”.
This “choice optionallows us to change or modify options (such as illness and death) as we move forward in our lives.

There are seven choice optionswithin our blueprints and these include family, health, love, social life, finances, career, and spirituality.
These are the areas where our souls to learn it most and where it’s most challenged during our lives.

Within the theory of reincarnation our blueprints contain all the elements of our new life in which we can use our free will to make decisions. It also gives us the opportunity to learn by using our intuition and inner knowing.

Once we reincarnation experience in human form we lose consciousness regarding our blueprints for our life on earth.

Besides the mapping of our blueprints for incarnating, we make sacred contracts with entities from beyond’ (the realm of the mind), to guide and protect us, they help and advise us on our earthly journey. The most intimate of these consultants are our ‘Guides’. Our spiritual guides help us to receive and our blueprints to review and implement, and every step in our life with us.

All spiritual guides have spent at least one life on the earth plane. This makes them able to empathize with all weaknesses, problems, errors, temptations and fears that we encounter along the way.

The main task of the guide is to encourage, incite, nudge, support and guide us on the path of our life. Our spiritual guides send us messages through our intuition and subconscious.

In our blueprints, we write in ‘signposts’ that let us know that we are on the right track. From time to time in our lives that appear signs in the form of a déjà vu.
It feels like total familiarity and our logical mind assumes that we have already been through this in one way or another during our lives. But in fact we do not, what we experience with déjà vu is a small sign of our blueprint that we made while we were on the other side. “

With this kind of déjà vu soul resonates profoundly with the realization of our blueprint. The echoes from our subconscious (where the soul / spirit consists mind)
our conscious mind. In that case receive our conscious and subconscious mind is a confirmation that we are in perfect synchronization with our blueprints.
Apart from this, we get a quick look at the eternity of life of our soul.

That same glimpse of the signs of our blueprints can also occur to us as a ‘coincidence.’ Because we did not realize the significance of the board at the time it occurs, we rarely give it the attention and think that this is just a coincidence,
but there are no coincidences in the universe because everything happens for a reason. What we are experiencing is actually a signpost in our blueprint just before the sign appears in our lives.

A close relative of coincidence ‘synchronicity’. Synchronicity is considered a particularly meaningful coincidence. It is almost always an unmistakable physical sign of a certain species and not only draws our attention to the harmony of the universe, but also gives us a tangible proof that we are exactly where we basically wanted as our blueprint, what we do and the exact moment.

Within the theory of reincarnation, as we travel along our earthly journey we stay informed and inline with our intuition and higher, inner wisdom.
The purpose of reincarnation is to learn life lessons and gain experience and knowledge for the growth of our soul.

I translated this it is a copy by

Candani Licht
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It is difficult to let ur beloved ones free, once they passed away.


A release which is required
Someone you had a good connection is deceased and that you still do a lot of pain. You have that person still can not let go and this hinders you now in your life. It is logical and human that you miss that person, but you will find it too hard to pull you. You think about it often and do it again and again a lot of pain. Something in you says you‘re there to go back to continue with life, but you do not know quite how to do that. You want to let go, while you can use some help.
You’d like to be happy and to enjoy life. You feel that there are nice things waiting for you, so you want to make that step. You do not live alone to grieve. You like to think back to that person without having to really feel bad, and that can. Now there is to that memory still a lot of pain fixed.
You can pick up your life again, you can go back to enjoy the new and at the same time that person keep in your memory. Now that control memory and pain your life too much and you can do something about it.Why is it even now as it is? There is pain in you, and that you feel deep pain. Pain is resistance. So there is still resistance in you. As long as there remains resistance in you when it comes to this topic, little will change. It’s not the person, the memory of that person or parting what to let go. You can get back on with your life, the rest of your life a warm memory of that person carry with you and still be very happyWhat you have to let go to feel a lot better and move on with your life is the resistance (pain) that the death of your loved one has loosened in you.You may think that it is the bond between you that is broken causing the pain but that is not so. You are a soul and that person is a soul, and you’re both energy that will persist even after your death. The band was there and will always be able to continue to exist. The pain you feel now is still the pain of resistance in you that has been loosened by the death of your loved one.
That pain persists and is powered and maintained by your mind, your ego and your pain body.
It may be that you are shocked by what I say, and it may be that it is not consistent with what you think. What your mind tells of what I tell you is not interesting. What is interesting is what your feeling, your deep feeling tells you. Always listen to your feelings. Your feeling comes from your soul, so your body and your body never lies. Your eyes are the mirror of your soul and your body is the expression of your soul.

Pain is resistance. Stress resistance, voltage resistance, depressed and melancholy for a large portion resistance. It’s nice if you can understand it with your mind, but it’s much more important that you understand this story with your feelings. It feels good, it is good for you and will help you further.
Pain, resistance, stress unconscious energies. This means that they often go unnoticed because you can go ahead it normal that they are there and they have a very big impact on your life. You can find it just that debilitating thoughts and feelings about that person just come and go as they please, without you consciously chosen here.
It‘s normal that you feel bad about the death of a loved one and it can still just be that it takes longer for me?

Your pain would rather stay.
It makes sense that you’re in pain. However, if lying on your pain and resistance remain provisionally nice to you and if possible they will never leave. Still going great so ?!
Pain and resistance are an energy that you can see yourself apart. This energy I also mention the pain body. Your pain is the collection of body pain that has saved your soul in all of your lives together. You can sleep and your body pain can be active pain-body.

Sleep your body pain, then your life is going well enough and mostly “nothing wrong music.” However, pain awakens your body and the asset or whether there is pain in you or your pain body is working to hurt you pulling. Although you can sleep pain body, he sleeps like a cat, always wake up with half an eye, and ears that turning occasionally but interesting sounds

As far as your pain to your bad feelings and thus to your woes continue this as long as possible. And that can be very long. Your heart you know how long some people want to cling to their dramas. At one time, it is also good to go again, to go back to life
As I said, pain is unconscious energy and who would rather stay. You will therefore themselves in the driving seat to take to help yourself and what to let go of what you get in the way. The pain itself will not go away, but you can add yourself to make the conscious decision to say goodbye to pain and that resistance is still in you.
And maybe you also made that decision. You are reading this article for a reason and there is something in you that has ensured that you have found my website. Coincidence? Does not exist.

Then there is the mind
The second major destructor is your mind and many think. If you start thinking about your loved one then quickly follow the rotgevoelens in your body. Emotions are the reaction of your body in mind. Just like your body ache for your mind is the death of your loved one a wonderful topic. Your mind can fine go ahead and dig in the past. Your mind, your subconscious energy would also like to sit or in the past or in the future. There’s the feast. In addition to the awareness of reading and releasing the audio exercises will also help you to notice when there come again “known thoughtsin your head when it comes to the one you want to let go. Just as the body is going to hurt your mind hitherto unnoticed be nice walk with you and your state of mind. You just have moments when the subject comes up in your mind and in one way or another, it’s about the deceased through any entrance. This happens regularly, how regularly you know yourself. It’s in your head than on the person and the pain comes along. Until now, you have probably accepted that happened and you found this quite normal. Well, his or her death has had a huge impact on me and I often think about him or her. The normal thing in the world, right?

Understandably, completely understandable. However, your mind is a great destructor when it comes to your mood and your sweetheart will sense when a runaway horse with you crazy. Your mind wants more more more. Will you let go of the reins and you let your mind in the future simply take its course, then little will change for you. What will help you to move on with your life and let the pain of your loss separately is learning noticing your mind and your body pain. Learn to notice when your mind again you’re going to get. See, recognize when weather is happening in your head. Your mind caught at the beginning of a story in your head. One of the known, you depressing stories. Stories that do not help you get ahead. How is this going to help you? Why is noticing, recognizing certain thoughts and thought patterns you help with the release?

Recurrent thoughts and thought patterns nourish and continually strengthen your pain and your painful memories. Your pain body feeds on this and is getting stronger in this topic. Your “system” becomes accustomed to this subject and to the thoughts and associated feelings on this subject. You ended up in a vicious circle and to get out of here, it is important to break the food source of this vicious circle.
Recurrent thoughts about your loved one are the food source.

There are thus two.
There’s a part of you that really do not want to let go and there’s a part of you that wants to continue. The part of you that still does not want to let go of the unconscious energy in you. The part of you that wants to further your conscious energy. It is this last energy that causes you Start Up at the right time at the right information and have the right feeling with it. Your conscious energy is the energy of your Higher Self, your source and does everything to make you develop in your life. Conscious versus unconscious. Love versus fear. Development versus stationary. Release versus retention. When it comes to what you‘d like to let go of it until now most likely unconscious energy in you that has been at the helm. You were living and your state of mind was at the mercy of your unconscious energy. There comes a time when you’re done with this, and that you use no more of sees to keep repeating the same misery and over again. Enough is enough.

The pain was already there and was just released.
There is a deceased loved one of yours and that has a lot of pain loosened in you. And it is exactly as it is written; That event has loosened pain in you. The pain was already there, in you, and that event has loosened. Your loved one has thus helped you to pick up this resistance in you.

An incentive to continue.
I told you so that you say goodbye to your loved one can see as a stimulus to continue. There was already resistance in you, which was released by this farewell and you felt in the form of deep pain. Your resistance was touched, loosened and it is intended that this resistance is converted into flowing energy. Nothing happened for a reason. If it is true that everything is connected with each other, the soul, the energy of your beloved but now there is no body, what would that soul then like for you?
If that soul would see and understand exactly how it works with your development which would like the soul of your precious than you?
Could this soul like you continue to mourn there are no longer in the physical body?”

You do your memory of that person not to let go. What you need to let go of the pain and resistance in you that sticking to that memory. How you gonna do that? You have already begun. By reading the words in the correct disconnect you, you have already made the start and have rewarded the conscious energy in you to find what you can help

You decide to go ahead, that person can go further.

This is translated by me and a Copy it is written by

Candani Licht


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Where do u go to my lovely

Where do u go to my lovely, when u are alone in ur bed, do u wander through ur mind or heart? Do u think of better times, or are u just to tired and sleep comes soon.

Are u wishing for more or just content, do u realize u are one of many, afraid of maybe just urself, ur mind is running of with u maybe.

U go ur own alley, way, path, just stick to it, not often u will go wrong way and if u do, u will find urself on a crosspoint again to choose the right direction. U just have to believe in urself, love urself in U, the angels will always be with u, if u know this or not, it are ur intentions what count.

Trust for ur own being, spiritual and earthly, not thinking what others may think of u, but what did u say or do wrong but more important what did u do well, so tomorrow it will be better, if u consider all day, in what u could have done or leave.

Dont dispair, we are all but a tiny spot on earth, but a lightening flame in the chain of light, surrounding earth, we are learning, every minute, that is, if u are aware, when u want that and see the benefit, u cannot take anything with u when leaving this earth, u will be able to leave some behind for next generations, not money, or being a celebrety, but because u tried to live ur life mostly with the best intentions.

So why worry, why getting dragged away by false thaugths, or others who are not with u, let it be, take urself by the hand and move on, believe it, u are real and able to change if needed. Again love is the most important to feel for u and others.

Even when u did wrong and cannot make it right u will be able to do good next time, its all about u, ur thinking (positif), ur intentions, ur input and balance, try to see that and u are halfway there.

For most of u. u are already special because ur interest goes futher then only earthly gain and wealth, ur path may be not strait all the way, with holes and bubbles, well here u are, congratulations. U ARE ALIVE and worth it. Just trust what is coming, dont look back, or aside when u are able to act, thats all, that is called life.

Maybe u want to rest better, sleep more or longer/deeper, try a mantra, like i pray for worldpeace, i pray for worldpeace………. then go to nothing or white/black, if possible empty ur mind fully………….maybe this will not just happen in one nite, but keep on trying.379580_519313014758679_1539365543_n


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For many years i have been telling myself not to grant any value to the things i gathered during my life, i actually wanted to sell all and or throw it away.

I really dont know how the idea came to me, but i was watching a painter who shows his work and how he loved landscapes, but also is a hunter, so he paints deer and very good, as a matter of fact this painter is very famous and in the UK they call him the dutch master, he makes very beautifull paintings, but the remarkeble issue is, he shoots deer, while he loves them most of all.

That made me think, how is that possible and suddenly it got to me, one is able to detach, to not feel, to stay froozen when nessecairy, to be able to have full feelings just because of it, 487f990d7264c9e58b0c5bde2f46dc41that is a wonderfull thaught.

What happened with me having the idea one has to detach i will tell u in the coming story , so maybe it explains why.

So, i was out of my body for a few minutes and family around my bed was told maybe i would not make it, after a week i sort of woke up and then i knew, i was in a wonderfull place, so my reaction was, i dont want to live, i want to go back there, there and then the idea of not being attached to anything started and maybe it is a natural reaction, certainly when i was in my deepest depressing thaughts.

And now 9 years later i find it back, the source of enjoy on earth, enjoyment looking at nature, details everywhere in the town i live, on the old houses, ornaments, beautifull doors, porches, canals, bridges, people and the flowers and plants some ppl grow in tiny gardens in front of their house, it makes Amsterdam sweet and colorfull and so very enjoyeble..

This could be a way back to being more alife, more enjoyment and even more views on anything, thaughts, way of life, even judgements.

In the end of this year i will come back on this and update this experience, who knows it did do the right thing towards being able to be happy, enjoy and more earthly view, after all, thats where i am.

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Deja Vue

Where did i smell this before, a mix of vinigar, silver and mustard, the smell of a hotelbar in the morning, without the smoke and ash odeur which mostly goes with it.

From a place i once was and i knew instantly i would ever remember it, i would think of it, like it was  milestone, a moment of pride, fear or astonishment, of being aware, present.

Will i ever find out, maybe,  but it took me back, it took me back wanting to remember how it was to be a family, with my mother and father, sisters and even an aunt, who all lived in our hotel THE ANGEL in Deventer the place where i was born or with my partner and sons, allthough it is not the same, when u are the adult..

I am sad, i am longing for togetherness, want to be loved and have faith, feeling protected without knowing, is it important, is it a drop of water in the ocean of my life or just tying to be real and loved, the smell tells me this?

Is it my soul yearning for the light, the love, the everlasting warm glowing love there is when u leave ur body, when u go to gather with all who had a life on earth.

Years pass by and it all ads up, hours, days, doing what has to be done, going to work, doing the household and so on, life is ok nothing more nothing less.

Till u get a deja vue, then u know u have to stand still, think of what u are doing, making it worth more then just being, living ur life and getting along with it all. U are the one who makes the difference for u, the image is the voice of an angel, wispering u to look beyond the clouds of allday live, ur life.547487_558950727475060_1151245275_n

Why  do i write this down, is it my ego, thinking people will read this and so  maybe feel it too, or recognize same vibration, a whisper of ur angelvoice making u aware of the fact u are here, on earth, completing what u have to do, being the difference for u.

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