People have beautifull hearts, so be with ur heart.

WHAT U believe> so ur intentions are positive about what u do, u are able of anything, thats why men go to war, women play evil, (fanaticism and extremism will have a free way), they think doing good, they believe they are harmonious with it..or even will do good, make the world, their country, religion better History proofs that many times, in kingdoms and republics, being adult u cannot look as deep as when u are a child, because they do that natural. so as adult u need to see, that what u do needs an awareness, needs u to be fully there and not to much influenced by others, rules, or any role which is put upon u in society.
U really are all fundamental spirits, u need know it all every time, but u will always have the ability to recognize, and know why u do, want or act as u do.
If u are able to be this way, u will be so more balanced and see that u just live ur own life, that all what u believe in will happen.
Light is insite.

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It is difficult to let ur beloved ones free, once they passed away.


A release which is required
Someone you had a good connection is deceased and that you still do a lot of pain. You have that person still can not let go and this hinders you now in your life. It is logical and human that you miss that person, but you will find it too hard to pull you. You think about it often and do it again and again a lot of pain. Something in you says you‘re there to go back to continue with life, but you do not know quite how to do that. You want to let go, while you can use some help.
You’d like to be happy and to enjoy life. You feel that there are nice things waiting for you, so you want to make that step. You do not live alone to grieve. You like to think back to that person without having to really feel bad, and that can. Now there is to that memory still a lot of pain fixed.
You can pick up your life again, you can go back to enjoy the new and at the same time that person keep in your memory. Now that control memory and pain your life too much and you can do something about it.Why is it even now as it is? There is pain in you, and that you feel deep pain. Pain is resistance. So there is still resistance in you. As long as there remains resistance in you when it comes to this topic, little will change. It’s not the person, the memory of that person or parting what to let go. You can get back on with your life, the rest of your life a warm memory of that person carry with you and still be very happyWhat you have to let go to feel a lot better and move on with your life is the resistance (pain) that the death of your loved one has loosened in you.You may think that it is the bond between you that is broken causing the pain but that is not so. You are a soul and that person is a soul, and you’re both energy that will persist even after your death. The band was there and will always be able to continue to exist. The pain you feel now is still the pain of resistance in you that has been loosened by the death of your loved one.
That pain persists and is powered and maintained by your mind, your ego and your pain body.
It may be that you are shocked by what I say, and it may be that it is not consistent with what you think. What your mind tells of what I tell you is not interesting. What is interesting is what your feeling, your deep feeling tells you. Always listen to your feelings. Your feeling comes from your soul, so your body and your body never lies. Your eyes are the mirror of your soul and your body is the expression of your soul.

Pain is resistance. Stress resistance, voltage resistance, depressed and melancholy for a large portion resistance. It’s nice if you can understand it with your mind, but it’s much more important that you understand this story with your feelings. It feels good, it is good for you and will help you further.
Pain, resistance, stress unconscious energies. This means that they often go unnoticed because you can go ahead it normal that they are there and they have a very big impact on your life. You can find it just that debilitating thoughts and feelings about that person just come and go as they please, without you consciously chosen here.
It‘s normal that you feel bad about the death of a loved one and it can still just be that it takes longer for me?

Your pain would rather stay.
It makes sense that you’re in pain. However, if lying on your pain and resistance remain provisionally nice to you and if possible they will never leave. Still going great so ?!
Pain and resistance are an energy that you can see yourself apart. This energy I also mention the pain body. Your pain is the collection of body pain that has saved your soul in all of your lives together. You can sleep and your body pain can be active pain-body.

Sleep your body pain, then your life is going well enough and mostly “nothing wrong music.” However, pain awakens your body and the asset or whether there is pain in you or your pain body is working to hurt you pulling. Although you can sleep pain body, he sleeps like a cat, always wake up with half an eye, and ears that turning occasionally but interesting sounds

As far as your pain to your bad feelings and thus to your woes continue this as long as possible. And that can be very long. Your heart you know how long some people want to cling to their dramas. At one time, it is also good to go again, to go back to life
As I said, pain is unconscious energy and who would rather stay. You will therefore themselves in the driving seat to take to help yourself and what to let go of what you get in the way. The pain itself will not go away, but you can add yourself to make the conscious decision to say goodbye to pain and that resistance is still in you.
And maybe you also made that decision. You are reading this article for a reason and there is something in you that has ensured that you have found my website. Coincidence? Does not exist.

Then there is the mind
The second major destructor is your mind and many think. If you start thinking about your loved one then quickly follow the rotgevoelens in your body. Emotions are the reaction of your body in mind. Just like your body ache for your mind is the death of your loved one a wonderful topic. Your mind can fine go ahead and dig in the past. Your mind, your subconscious energy would also like to sit or in the past or in the future. There’s the feast. In addition to the awareness of reading and releasing the audio exercises will also help you to notice when there come again “known thoughtsin your head when it comes to the one you want to let go. Just as the body is going to hurt your mind hitherto unnoticed be nice walk with you and your state of mind. You just have moments when the subject comes up in your mind and in one way or another, it’s about the deceased through any entrance. This happens regularly, how regularly you know yourself. It’s in your head than on the person and the pain comes along. Until now, you have probably accepted that happened and you found this quite normal. Well, his or her death has had a huge impact on me and I often think about him or her. The normal thing in the world, right?

Understandably, completely understandable. However, your mind is a great destructor when it comes to your mood and your sweetheart will sense when a runaway horse with you crazy. Your mind wants more more more. Will you let go of the reins and you let your mind in the future simply take its course, then little will change for you. What will help you to move on with your life and let the pain of your loss separately is learning noticing your mind and your body pain. Learn to notice when your mind again you’re going to get. See, recognize when weather is happening in your head. Your mind caught at the beginning of a story in your head. One of the known, you depressing stories. Stories that do not help you get ahead. How is this going to help you? Why is noticing, recognizing certain thoughts and thought patterns you help with the release?

Recurrent thoughts and thought patterns nourish and continually strengthen your pain and your painful memories. Your pain body feeds on this and is getting stronger in this topic. Your “system” becomes accustomed to this subject and to the thoughts and associated feelings on this subject. You ended up in a vicious circle and to get out of here, it is important to break the food source of this vicious circle.
Recurrent thoughts about your loved one are the food source.

There are thus two.
There’s a part of you that really do not want to let go and there’s a part of you that wants to continue. The part of you that still does not want to let go of the unconscious energy in you. The part of you that wants to further your conscious energy. It is this last energy that causes you Start Up at the right time at the right information and have the right feeling with it. Your conscious energy is the energy of your Higher Self, your source and does everything to make you develop in your life. Conscious versus unconscious. Love versus fear. Development versus stationary. Release versus retention. When it comes to what you‘d like to let go of it until now most likely unconscious energy in you that has been at the helm. You were living and your state of mind was at the mercy of your unconscious energy. There comes a time when you’re done with this, and that you use no more of sees to keep repeating the same misery and over again. Enough is enough.

The pain was already there and was just released.
There is a deceased loved one of yours and that has a lot of pain loosened in you. And it is exactly as it is written; That event has loosened pain in you. The pain was already there, in you, and that event has loosened. Your loved one has thus helped you to pick up this resistance in you.

An incentive to continue.
I told you so that you say goodbye to your loved one can see as a stimulus to continue. There was already resistance in you, which was released by this farewell and you felt in the form of deep pain. Your resistance was touched, loosened and it is intended that this resistance is converted into flowing energy. Nothing happened for a reason. If it is true that everything is connected with each other, the soul, the energy of your beloved but now there is no body, what would that soul then like for you?
If that soul would see and understand exactly how it works with your development which would like the soul of your precious than you?
Could this soul like you continue to mourn there are no longer in the physical body?”

You do your memory of that person not to let go. What you need to let go of the pain and resistance in you that sticking to that memory. How you gonna do that? You have already begun. By reading the words in the correct disconnect you, you have already made the start and have rewarded the conscious energy in you to find what you can help

You decide to go ahead, that person can go further.

This is translated by me and a Copy it is written by

Candani Licht


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What about us

it is all connectedWhat about us, this song by Micheal Jackson is very clear and touching, YES WHAT ABOUT US if we go on like this, people will not be able to reach the next level, which is actually near.

We need tho reach the next level because we need to expire hunger, poorness and our vieuw on how we produce and handle earth.

We have to be there for each other, to reach out, to get it together, to expand our possibilleties spiritual as well the human way. Look in the mirror and ask urself, is this what u want to be, how u want to live or is this this the life u would like to remember when u are old and it will be to late to act upon?

The next story is for all who want to dissapear and the ones who are molesters of humanty, at least that is how people will remember u, when u have a bad vibe.

Yep, catch it if u can, u need to get over this, so catch and put it away, take it to the bottom of ur experiencebox in ur head, cover it with all the blankets u have, make it go away, vanish, dissapear…….

How do u do that, some memories keep coming back, they look around the corner all the time and as soon u are a bit down, or someone reminds u in what way so ever, the memory jumps at u, from its corner and enjoys the stay in the front of ur experiencebox, it haunts u and make u get no sleep at all, even when its old and was crumbled to practicly nothing….. it blows itself up, it comes loud and clear, u smell, hear and sometimes even see the experience like it happend yesterday….. people are able to hurt u in a horrible way, just for fun, or they are addicted or they want the power even when they have to make u feel very bad, some of them even like it that way.

How and why, i will never know, but getting hurt by people is the worst what can happen, so much worse if the occuring of terrible feelings would exist just be by accident, or wrong judgement, maybe a childish mistake. So why, does the person have no conciense, no limits or has he/she been been hurt too and cannot handle that and just wants to do this to others, instead having to deal with him/herself?

Well i think i should feel good that i dont know why people do this to each other, in stead holding back and i know for sure half of the harm and pain would be prevented if u are being raised the right way, ur surroundings shows u limits when u are a child and bad behavior, guilt/responseble for that will be punished, so one learns.

Whatever ur experiences are, dont get over it, dont put it way, try to revive it, slowly, with all ur brains, tell urself u are ok and not the victim, the victim is the one who is going beyond and over the human limit, i know it sounds easy and seems foolish, but if u try it each day piece by piece, u get stronger and the feelings about it will first walk aside u, untill u know u are not responseble and actually the hurter will seem and lateron be the poor one, just take ur time, tell urself u are right, ok and far more then the stupid human who is trying to bring u down, now u turn the role/it around and in the end u are above it all, how long that make take, in the end u will, if u want to know some more about how to gain balance or see the real purpose of life,read more in this website, maybe it will bring u some knowledge, or warmth:) and spiritual guidance.

To many people kill themselves, commit suicide, jump in front of a train, while in the end mostly u are able to get out of it, self-confidence is needed here and if possible someone aside u who understands, who shows u love, strength, patience, words will never be enough, but understanding and love will make u see, will maybe help u out, give it a try, get professional help, dont be ashamed, angry or demonstated, help urself in coming back to the life u had, the life where u felt good, made u move forward and want to be part off. Dont give it away and dont dispair, it will not last forever, feeling like nothing, numb, depressed and sorry this sounds cruel, but after all its also in between ur ears, in ur mind, see that and the healing begins, u put the one, the fact, the situation, what is making u crazy out of ur head, lame him/her/it and make it smaller so u will be able to deal with it, after all, u are worth it, death is easy, life is not, but if u kill urself u will never know how fantastic it can be, what would happen to u and all the ones who love u will not have to grieve, also know, if u kill urself, u will have to do it all over again and because u make many ppl who love u suffer, u will also have to deal with that too the next time..wehn u succeed in making it smaller in ur head/mind, then u will be able to deal with the realety, the real cause of ur pain/depression, every step is one, start ur walk on ur path, dont let urself down, dont give up hope, today is dark, tomorrow will be dark, maybe because ur darken ur vieuw, what is the value of that……. consider this well.


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This is earthangel Michael, the only one left between earth and heaven.

One song can spark a moment, One flower colours the field, One tree starts a forest, One bird can herald spring, One smile begins a friendship, One hand clap lifts a soul, One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal, One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room, One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom, One step could start a journey, One word should be each a prayer, One hope will raise our spirits, One touch shows love and care, One voice speaks often wisdom, One heart knows what’s true, One and each life makes the difference, You see it’s up to YOU

Create the life that u want now, go with the flow and let ur heart and mind speak in same positif level, 2007/2008/2009 will be moments to cleanse all, urself and the earth, just do what u can, to keep polution to a minium, enjoy all that is given in this matter and stand up for clean systems and production, agraculture and chopping wood, anything we do, its all able to do without ”steeling” , thus take what is not ours, thats how we treath/use earth, because like hunger and war is not needed, we will turn down the system of missusing and abuse…as well for people as this whole world, which is a powerfull nature, so…dont underastimate our mother earth.

The year 2009/2010 braught the sense into our whole system, apart from eating and be natural, we arel be able or try to see and feel more, then we did before,  the time to look at our life, dont u mind, whats going around, a kind off aggressif system, people so angry, hysterical…….or like dead, no feelings, no care, no motive, this is helas the outcome of the bad time we were into, the ppl who are numb, or angry, they could not help it, never forget we all have been there, we all started somewhere in this demension, so dont judh=ge just be there, present.

Do u want to be one off them, or the one who could lead, shows how it can be, becoming a real human being, we are eachothers steppingstones, no one is more or higher, only different, u ill see the first steps towards a major moneyproblem 2009/2010, but in the end, for the better, it suspected to have been a real rollover in the end off 2011, 28 oktober, the world as we know now has come to an end, that is to say, the first changes and chances will occur, 2012 will be the real year off coming there, i guess uptill 2024 everything wil lbe different, exept for love, and all positif vibrations, for instance, power will be so more clear where it should go/be. Or the way we will handle nature and all that has to do with our previously intentions will be another flow, so much more positif..If u want to be aware off that, start now, try to eat less meat, or not gained by the way we raise and use animals now, offcourse there are numerous ways to be able to get more clear, with urself and the world around u, step by step, u will get there, u will feel it, u will make the right move, others will act, same as u, to fullfill the way we will become, i cannot wait!!!!.

CHOOSE, THINK WITH UR HEART AND MIND, SENSE.AND FEEL IT, THEN TALK OR ACT..U could visit my other webpage, it is in dutch,( working on the english translation), about pollution off our mother earth and what u can do.

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u have to take care of ur health and that of earth, so both will live

U know, there was a lot of angels, now there is only one left, who is able to enter earth and ‘heaven’, the messenger from and to us…… u can ask him to come and see u…… but u can better help u, if u pray, pray for worldpeace, no asking for ur self……… Many times u might have been on earth, but it is also possible that u did not even choose this life yet and been pushed in it……..and u are here for the first time. Realization of urself and ur doing with that, is the most important thing, never make an end to ur life…… does not help……. and because u make ur family suffer by that it is even bad to do, so ask urself……when ur down and out……..what do i want, is that realety, is that love, hate, envie, being obsessed, how/what/why can i do that, and now-, close ur eyes and try to see a little ligth, above in between ur eyes, dont think, just keep ur eyes closed, after that, do whatever u like the most, so it easy fits in.

Because we all start the same way, we may be on different levels, due to awareness and being here not for the first time, this is no right to judge another, always know, u have been there too.

Everybody has her/his purpose and is able to reach it, if u doubt that…maybe u do not love or know urself enough… Why do we want to be together, why do u feel so good, when u are not alone, still we live our lifes in our own body, we cannot mingle, like water, but actually we want that, because we come from a demension, where we were like water all together, because we choosen to live on earth, to the someone, we become, to learn, to cleans, to die and go to another demension, a higher one, more close to that light, to go in the end, into that light, we call god, the lord, allah, holy father, to become one, this light is here, on earth as well, with whatever we do, we can either make it stronger or weaker.

Try to act knowing u are an example for children and never try to hurt……..

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This page is about LOVE, because love is the most important drive in our lives.

Hate is the complete opposite of love and can place u in a damaging position. U should never let hate enter ur system and if u have, u should really try to get it out, this is easy, if u tell urself that u go down with it.

Now if u know love, [ mostly, because ur parents love u for example, as a kid u loved a pet, or other animal, friends and offcourse ur mother and father, then u know how to give love too and that is not really heavy work, but most important.

Why is it that people can not live together, in that way so war would be impossible?

Well, u can try to be a nonviolence person, first in ur own surroundings and if ur honest with urself, believe me, i repeat this on each page, because thats one off the most imoprtant things….truth in and with urself..u will find out, that it is easy to love and be without aggressive/negatif feelings against other humans, or creatures on this earth and then the way to a ‘loving’ and respectfull life is open and it will not be always easy, but it is ur path.. stay on track and enjoy, always try to enjoy…..

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Offcourse we have choices and these are the crosspoints, if u make a bad choice, u have to do it over till u are on the same spot(crosspoint) as before, hopefully making the right choice, this will be repeated, till u choose well, nothing else, no harm done, if u are aware off that, sins are made, on this earth sins are lessonsas well, sins are there, to make u choose better, sins are off this world, cleansing, getting clearer, more light(as in weight), for to go to ”heaven, the last goal, the great light/energy” makes u able to go to a certain demension, forgiving is an art, towards urself and others, it makes u lighter too, live ur life, be the one u like to be, others can judge u, but it tells more about themselves, being down, is going deeper, but one has to get out off it, because in the system we live in right now, there is lots off confusion, bad interference and material involved, this is a pity, and often not worth it, to go down for/with, but also it makes u stronger and hopefully ur eyes more open, love is the right energy, compassion too, going down can be dangerous, beware off material importance.

So many ppl do suicide. because they lost job, house and so on, offcourse this is awfull, yet, it opens another door in the end, this sounds easy, but suicide seems easy too, for some ppl, IT IS NOT, apart from the deed, u loose a lot, and leave ur beloved ones, in an awfull way, it has no use, u have to do that all over again, same crosspoint remember?…….we all start same way as human, we all have been in dimensions, we all go same way, have to learn lots during our lifes, so, with this knowledge, u can look around u and regocnize urslef, or human beings, who just try to live their lifes, again i say, dont judge, there is a great chance u have been there, or u will be coming there.

Once in my life, i had a strange/enlightening experience, i was somewhere in a certain swamplike world, nothing moved, it was water and some green stuff in it, also it looked like great green kind off monsters, with hollow eyes, arms and even feet, then i saw a tiny lightblue ball, dont know the word in english, but it looked like a marbel, only it could fly, the marble went into the monster, when i saw that, my body felt warm and like i was flowing too, then i saw the monster moving, the water moved too, i think that was the start off life on this earth, it needed a spirit to get alive, so the spirit was first, after that, live was enabled, i guess lots off ppl have their experiences and get more aware, i guess too, i am a preveliged person, but i also know, i am open to more then avarage ppl, this is not because i am special, but, because i learned a lot, and willing to learn more.

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Guidance Spirit

Everybody has a guidance spirit, but if u not know that, he/she will protect u, as given, so doing, u may get aware of him/her, if u are aware of ur spirit..u get a bond with her/him and will be aware of many things, if ur intentions are positive, sickness will be a weak point or cause of ur attitude, but if u are really clear and clean, u would not be on this earth, so relax about it and u can work it out here, on this earth, find ur guidance spirit….try to get a bond and live a free and human life…u will be an example for others, be honest with urself….. and nothing can go wrong… even if it looks that way….when u walk a path, it is never only one straigth line, it goes to the left or rigth, up and down, now if u have choosen the wrong way, u will find out, -however, u will get a second chance, actually u will get chances over and over, till u choose the good way, its a matter of time and urself, how life will developpe for u, remember this, time can become an issue, but also quality is important, its all up to u………

God as it is, could create, but the one, who is god, is human invention, for a very high spititual energy, whatever we do, or think, which intention we have, it will either darken, or lighten this energy, creation lays inbetween this, power as we know it, cannot tell us, what we dont know, most call it god, allah and so on, the image off god, does not tell us how “”he”‘ is, but what we want to egnolize, what we want to understand, thus it is impossible to actually speak off creation off dead, dieing is another birth, a fase in the eternal life we are living, untill we melt into tht light, then we call it heaven, hell is in between ur ears, u are able to make it hell, in ur life here on earth, a disabled person is not that hell u think off, hell is the negatif vibe u or we create, when we dont understand the purpose off why we are here and close our abbileties, to receive the positif vibe, which is always around, what u see, is what u can handle, comperhend, alias understand, we all live serveral lifes, each time we go levels up, never judge, even a criminal, or social weaker person than u, dont forget, u have been there too. If u are light(hope i spell that right) enough, u go to the light……….the inmense eternal energy, even then u dont die, u merge, u do that what u urge for all ur lifes u lived, beinmg together, full off love and in peace. sometimes i had to choose words, i would not have choosen, if i could have wrote this down in dutch, my native language, i still hope u will understand the essentie, off what i tried to say.

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LOVE…………….is all about it is………… sharing……..LOVE

Hello, i am Marjolein Soederhuizen, born in 1950th in the Netherlands, living in Amsterdam, i have 2 sons, they are my everything, i was born with a special gift, actually more ppl have this gift, allthough we all need to get more emphatic, i am more emphatic then most of u (paranormal/clairvoyant), i guess/think so, i see and feel more, my life has not been easy uptill now, but i am sure it will be better, i needed lots off experiences, like i have been dead for over 3 minutes, i saw an inmense light, it embrassed me, i was home, finally……but i came back, it showed me, that the last trip is a tremendous one, a reward, only when it is ur time to go, not when u end it urself, if u want to know why u are here, or want to be sure of ur path, i may be able to lead u to ur own… feel love for u, to be in balans with u….no guarantee though, but email me,…no money involved. U just read the next pages and if u want, contact me.

dare to live….and love

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