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Spiritual: is god a human-like man or a high energy?

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God, Jahwe, Jezus, Mohammed, Christ and many others are used as press-act/product to make u believe in something u are able to recognize, to fear, to cling on too, but the holy spirit is within u, universal energy is beyond and above all!

According to many god has a hands and a mind, thats probably not the case, but if u ever have been dead for some moments or minutes, u are going to an immense tremendous strong light and love, actually no earthly word will ever be able to describe it, but this caused the idea and image of heaven and the mighty high one, so god is light, light is able to get brighter or darker, thats what we are able to accomplish, still many ppl want to believe in something more real, i think thats why the whole bible, Koran and any other books are written, so if its written it could never belong to that light, that light is universal, so much more and bigger then our tiny earth in this universe and so the earthly vieuw…..also it is understood and ok ppl want to hold on to something spiriual, it is far more better then just being synical, cruel, bored or whatever gives u (and others) bad energy, its a pity so many socalled holy persons and books are abusing this sprirtual feeling and missuse it, also holy books can be understood how u want it, or like it, because to many ppl rely on what others say it means……some of the believes are putting down women, or abuse children, but thats also just a human vibe, to bad that fanatics are not able to see this and push others to believe in what they see or think, not what is…………..

Everybody on this earth has an own path, find it, go and walk it to the end,

whenever that may be, dont fear dead, unless u kill urself but actually death is the biggest reward on earth, the last splendid trip, the most enlightening final.

Due to the fact the new pope just has been chosen Angelo Scola, i am glad, because all those who believe need this ritual and he is a man who is able to make this relgion worth more, because he is modern thinking and wanting to more actualety, i want to add, to believe is very ok, but to see and know it is within u is even better, praying is very important, because then a very high spirtual energy will be send to the light we call God, Jawhe, Mohammed and all other names there are on this earth, when u are not able to acknowledge this holy light i described then u better believe in God or any other religion, instead of  not see/believing in any holy spiritual vibration at all.

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What about us

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it is all connectedWhat about us, this song by Micheal Jackson is very clear and touching, YES WHAT ABOUT US if we go on like this, people will not be able to reach the next level, which is actually near.

We need tho reach the next level because we need to expire hunger, poorness and our vieuw on how we produce and handle earth.

We have to be there for each other, to reach out, to get it together, to expand our possibilleties spiritual as well the human way. Look in the mirror and ask urself, is this what u want to be, how u want to live or is this this the life u would like to remember when u are old and it will be to late to act upon?

The next story is for all who want to dissapear and the ones who are molesters of humanty, at least that is how people will remember u, when u have a bad vibe.

Yep, catch it if u can, u need to get over this, so catch and put it away, take it to the bottom of ur experiencebox in ur head, cover it with all the blankets u have, make it go away, vanish, dissapear…….

How do u do that, some memories keep coming back, they look around the corner all the time and as soon u are a bit down, or someone reminds u in what way so ever, the memory jumps at u, from its corner and enjoys the stay in the front of ur experiencebox, it haunts u and make u get no sleep at all, even when its old and was crumbled to practicly nothing….. it blows itself up, it comes loud and clear, u smell, hear and sometimes even see the experience like it happend yesterday….. people are able to hurt u in a horrible way, just for fun, or they are addicted or they want the power even when they have to make u feel very bad, some of them even like it that way.

How and why, i will never know, but getting hurt by people is the worst what can happen, so much worse if the occuring of terrible feelings would exist just be by accident, or wrong judgement, maybe a childish mistake. So why, does the person have no conciense, no limits or has he/she been been hurt too and cannot handle that and just wants to do this to others, instead having to deal with him/herself?

Well i think i should feel good that i dont know why people do this to each other, in stead holding back and i know for sure half of the harm and pain would be prevented if u are being raised the right way, ur surroundings shows u limits when u are a child and bad behavior, guilt/responseble for that will be punished, so one learns.

Whatever ur experiences are, dont get over it, dont put it way, try to revive it, slowly, with all ur brains, tell urself u are ok and not the victim, the victim is the one who is going beyond and over the human limit, i know it sounds easy and seems foolish, but if u try it each day piece by piece, u get stronger and the feelings about it will first walk aside u, untill u know u are not responseble and actually the hurter will seem and lateron be the poor one, just take ur time, tell urself u are right, ok and far more then the stupid human who is trying to bring u down, now u turn the role/it around and in the end u are above it all, how long that make take, in the end u will, if u want to know some more about how to gain balance or see the real purpose of life,read more in this website, maybe it will bring u some knowledge, or warmth:) and spiritual guidance.

To many people kill themselves, commit suicide, jump in front of a train, while in the end mostly u are able to get out of it, self-confidence is needed here and if possible someone aside u who understands, who shows u love, strength, patience, words will never be enough, but understanding and love will make u see, will maybe help u out, give it a try, get professional help, dont be ashamed, angry or demonstated, help urself in coming back to the life u had, the life where u felt good, made u move forward and want to be part off. Dont give it away and dont dispair, it will not last forever, feeling like nothing, numb, depressed and sorry this sounds cruel, but after all its also in between ur ears, in ur mind, see that and the healing begins, u put the one, the fact, the situation, what is making u crazy out of ur head, lame him/her/it and make it smaller so u will be able to deal with it, after all, u are worth it, death is easy, life is not, but if u kill urself u will never know how fantastic it can be, what would happen to u and all the ones who love u will not have to grieve, also know, if u kill urself, u will have to do it all over again and because u make many ppl who love u suffer, u will also have to deal with that too the next time..wehn u succeed in making it smaller in ur head/mind, then u will be able to deal with the realety, the real cause of ur pain/depression, every step is one, start ur walk on ur path, dont let urself down, dont give up hope, today is dark, tomorrow will be dark, maybe because ur darken ur vieuw, what is the value of that……. consider this well.

 

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This is earthangel Michael, the only one left between earth and heaven.

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One song can spark a moment, One flower colours the field, One tree starts a forest, One bird can herald spring, One smile begins a friendship, One hand clap lifts a soul, One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal, One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room, One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom, One step could start a journey, One word should be each a prayer, One hope will raise our spirits, One touch shows love and care, One voice speaks often wisdom, One heart knows what’s true, One and each life makes the difference, You see it’s up to YOU

Create the life that u want now, go with the flow and let ur heart and mind speak in same positif level, 2007/2008/2009 will be moments to cleanse all, urself and the earth, just do what u can, to keep polution to a minium, enjoy all that is given in this matter and stand up for clean systems and production, agraculture and chopping wood, anything we do, its all able to do without ”steeling” , thus take what is not ours, thats how we treath/use earth, because like hunger and war is not needed, we will turn down the system of missusing and abuse…as well for people as this whole world, which is a powerfull nature, so…dont underastimate our mother earth.

The year 2009/2010 braught the sense into our whole system, apart from eating and be natural, we arel be able or try to see and feel more, then we did before,  the time to look at our life, dont u mind, whats going around, a kind off aggressif system, people so angry, hysterical…….or like dead, no feelings, no care, no motive, this is helas the outcome of the bad time we were into, the ppl who are numb, or angry, they could not help it, never forget we all have been there, we all started somewhere in this demension, so dont judh=ge just be there, present.

Do u want to be one off them, or the one who could lead, shows how it can be, becoming a real human being, we are eachothers steppingstones, no one is more or higher, only different, u ill see the first steps towards a major moneyproblem 2009/2010, but in the end, for the better, it suspected to have been a real rollover in the end off 2011, 28 oktober, the world as we know now has come to an end, that is to say, the first changes and chances will occur, 2012 will be the real year off coming there, i guess uptill 2024 everything wil lbe different, exept for love, and all positif vibrations, for instance, power will be so more clear where it should go/be. Or the way we will handle nature and all that has to do with our previously intentions will be another flow, so much more positif..If u want to be aware off that, start now, try to eat less meat, or not gained by the way we raise and use animals now, offcourse there are numerous ways to be able to get more clear, with urself and the world around u, step by step, u will get there, u will feel it, u will make the right move, others will act, same as u, to fullfill the way we will become, i cannot wait!!!!.

CHOOSE, THINK WITH UR HEART AND MIND, SENSE.AND FEEL IT, THEN TALK OR ACT..U could visit my other webpage, it is in dutch,( working on the english translation), about pollution off our mother earth and what u can do.

http://www.stichtingstam.nl

click here to email me

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u have to take care of ur health and that of earth, so both will live

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U know, there was a lot of angels, now there is only one left, who is able to enter earth and ‘heaven’, the messenger from and to us…… u can ask him to come and see u…… but u can better help u, if u pray, pray for worldpeace, no asking for ur self……… Many times u might have been on earth, but it is also possible that u did not even choose this life yet and been pushed in it……..and u are here for the first time. Realization of urself and ur doing with that, is the most important thing, never make an end to ur life……..it does not help……. and because u make ur family suffer by that it is even bad to do, so ask urself……when ur down and out……..what do i want, is that realety, is that love, hate, envie, being obsessed, how/what/why can i do that, and now-, close ur eyes and try to see a little ligth, above in between ur eyes, dont think, just keep ur eyes closed, after that, do whatever u like the most, so it easy fits in.

Because we all start the same way, we may be on different levels, due to awareness and being here not for the first time, this is no right to judge another, always know, u have been there too.

Everybody has her/his purpose and is able to reach it, if u doubt that…maybe u do not love or know urself enough… Why do we want to be together, why do u feel so good, when u are not alone, still we live our lifes in our own body, we cannot mingle, like water, but actually we want that, because we come from a demension, where we were like water all together, because we choosen to live on earth, to the someone, we become, to learn, to cleans, to die and go to another demension, a higher one, more close to that light, to go in the end, into that light, we call god, the lord, allah, holy father, to become one, this light is here, on earth as well, with whatever we do, we can either make it stronger or weaker.

Try to act knowing u are an example for children and never try to hurt……..

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